Mommy or Nanny?

Saturday is finally here. I woke up early at 6.30am to prepare Sasya and myself to go around the neighbourhood to visit Kung kung's, Ci Feny's and Ci Rita's house.And while Sasya will be very happy to meet her cousins, at the same time she will get some morning sunshine which is said to be good for babies.

I carried her non-stop for the whole morning journey (from 7am to 9am). And I tried my best to gave her milk myself and today, it takes me 1 hour to give her milk.

I felt really sad ever since 2 days ago when Sasya was crying so loud when I tried giving her milk and held her. Sasya cried so loud as I tried to held her for more than 1 hour, until I finally gave up and give her back to her nanny. :(

Has Sasya felt more comfortable with the nanny compared to her mommy? Has Sasya forget her own mommy? I surely hope not! I hope this would be just a phase that she is going through.

That is why I promised myself that on Saturdays and Sundays, I will take care her as MUCH as possible. I hope Sasya will feet more comfortable with me than to her nanny.